me and 7th month of pregnancy…

hi world!

Keeandra… that would be his name… and now, I’m so exciting, nervous… every thing’s so indescribable… one thing that I now for sure is I do love him…

Happy New Year

Welcome 2008! why the 1st of January have to be very special… lots of people say because it is only once a year… but how about 17 of March or 28 of August they also come only once a year! so everyday should be very special then…

Holiday is over (ooh thanks God!)… hang around three days with someone that you don’t like is burried yourself with thousand problems… but I had good times too, meeting old friends at Ecih’s wedding, flashback, laughter, stories…everything that makes your lips could not stop smiling at that night… after all it was a  beautiful wedding party…

Talking about the flashback, I thank God for giving me such a beautiful life… a very fine life that one human could have… Alhamdulillah… Your love is Great… thanks God to create me as I am today… Thank You!

 Happy New Year Everyone… Happy New Year dear Biantt…

Listen Nature Talks!

See that little baby elephant? Adorable isn’t it? But when we’re not stop cutting the trees and take away their home to fullfilled human never ending needs, then start to save this pictures on your hard disk, perhaps you will need it to help you explaining how an elephant looks like to your children.  Take an action to save our mother earth!

http://www.warmingsign.org/

http://www.supporterwwf.org/

have a time to do my own stuff…finally

Wow, again another December… so fast forever goes…but some people say, you really enjoy your time if you can hardly notice it passes by so quickly.

Great year that I had, and surely God has prepare a greater year for me to have.

This Year, I’ve got the job that lots of people dream of, had a great journey back to Switzerland, traveled to the amazing places,Ujung Kulon, Krakatoa, Aceh. Had so many great event, met so many inspiring people. Got the great house to live in ( Still rent it though..:P) … Got so many love from my be loving friends, family and husband… I got almost everything that every girl dream of… Thanks GOD, thanks for everything…

And today finally I got time to do my own stuff, I love wake up early in the morning… so I got time for myself, to do whatever I love… thx God… I Love You

asmarandana

asmarandana is a traditional  sundanesse/javanesse poet,
has a particular rhyme and the theme is always about love and life.
And like this poet, I see life as a matter of love.

Hope that I can spread love to anyone, at anywhere and anytime,
but today I feel like I failed giving love to someone closest to me.
Darlin’ please come home…

blu…

let it go

Kenapa aku menulis lagi?
Karena tanpa menulis aku bukan diriku lagi…
bukan itu juga tapinya,
Tapi hari ini aku merasa sangat melankolis… (ngutip dari gie)
I’m just realize that I have to give up on something, something that I shouldn’t keep since long time ago.
I should keep this thing in the very back of my mind without pretending that I’ll miss it so much.
What makes it so different?
Because I see myself in it, I see what I want to be, I see it as my soul satelite.
but I have to let it go

ich bin sooooo muede

Friday… but for this week, FORGET The weekend. I feel so exhausted all this month. Dear, I just want to take a deep long sleep in a day… can I? can I?

Selamat Berpuasa Everyone!!!

pfuih… puasa hari pertama dan kedua ini belum juga bisa ikutan shaum, tapi tetep sih suasana ramadhan terasa sedikit berbeda. Hopefully, banyak yang bisa diselesaikan di bulan ini. Now I have to focus in one thing and forget the another things for the next five years. Jakarta, terasa semakin akrab, even I still miss lots of things in Bandung….
This weekend I’m going to bandung to see my new niece… guys help me find a name for her… uuh can’t wait until friday…

flu beraat

flu berat, kerjaan pun berat pula… sempet stress berat sabtu kemaren… duh, I hate complaining… but I’m really tired… really…
weekend di jatinegara, sambil istirahat sekilas terbaca tulisan chairil anwar “sekali berarti sudah itu mati” jadi kepikiran, bisakah itu artinya kita gak akan mati sebelum hidup kita ini berarti untuk sesuatu atau seseorang?
so, kalo gitu, tiap bangun tidur kita harus berfikir… apa yang bisa kita lakukan untuk membuat hari ini berarti buat banyak orang, jangan sampai besok kita gak bangun2 lagi dan kita pergi tanpa bisa memberi hadiah terbaik bagi kehidupan…
oh mein schatzly, ich vermisse dich sehr im diesem morgen, ich weisse nicht warum..

back from holiday

welcome back from holiday!!! Started the week with my new job description which is I’m not too confident with it. only and if only i’ve got another option….