Kenapa aku menulis lagi?
Karena tanpa menulis aku bukan diriku lagi…
bukan itu juga tapinya,
Tapi hari ini aku merasa sangat melankolis… (ngutip dari gie)
I’m just realize that I have to give up on something, something that I shouldn’t keep since long time ago.
I should keep this thing in the very back of my mind without pretending that I’ll miss it so much.
What makes it so different?
Because I see myself in it, I see what I want to be, I see it as my soul satelite.
but I have to let it go
